ეპიგრაფები დავიწყებულ სიზმრებისათვის
Novel
Palitra L Publishing 2010
13.5X20
320 pages
ISBN: 9789941190438







THE EPIGRAPHS OF FORGOTTEN DREAMS

KHARANAULI BESIK

Epigraphs of Forgotten Dreams is a philosophical novel with three protagonists: one between eight and ten years old, one between fourteen and fifteen, and the author himself. The author perceives his fellow characters as others and not as aspects of his own childhood; through them he tries to recollect and feel youth’s passions and aspirations. Another key character of the novel is Mother – a half-mythical, half-real image of a woman who is the only tie binding the three characters, as she gave birth to all three and sees them as the one child born to her. In life nothing flows continuously: the author revives his and other characters’ native village, region, country, city, and with these fragmental images builds a chain of events that leads to a final amalgamation of three protagonists. The eight-to-ten-year-old first started writing at the age of eight; his inspiration was the word ‘confession’. The meaning of the word influenced him so deeply that he decided to confide his secrets to paper. The adolescent stopped writing his confessions on paper, and began instead to switch between the real and invented worlds. In the village, where he lived, the only tradition that survived were making khinkali (a sort of ravioli) and herding cattle: all the rest had vanished or had been prohibited. Grandmothers whispered stories of ancient heroic deeds. The only eternal idol was Stalin, who had no inception and no end. And in every family there were three sacred words: Fear, Hunger and Wood. One fine day the adolescent, aiming to show his notebook of poems to a famous poet, decides to leave his native village and travel to the big city. He wants dramatic changes in his life: to be reborn, since his native village has become a cage for a teenager. He longs for some symbolic catastrophe to jolt him free from his predetermined course of life. But the city has become a real cage for actual writers, offering only inescapable loneliness and hopelessness. The author’s spiritual metamorphosis occurs when one day the young boy and the adolescent both visit him and tell him that the huge wooden cross on the grave of their mother has fallen down. At this crucial point they all start to rebuild the mother’s grave, looking for a sacred mythical place on a mountain peak called ‘The Giants Playground’. The image of mother unites them, and inspires the writer to see the universe as it is in reality, revealing the truth that a human being is born not alone, but as one being. 


‘There are ‘good writers’, ‘very good writers’, ‘great writers’, as well as a thousand other epithets applied to writers, but I want to establish a new epithetic and use it first on Besik Kharanauli: ‘a writer for good readers’.’   

Z. Samadashvili, author / Radio Liberty


‘Besik Kharanauli’s Epigraphs for Forgotten Dreams is a biographical novel, but one which Hermann Hesse would have called ‘the biography of the soul’. Despite its fragmentary nature, Epigraphs for Forgotten Dreams is one continuous paragraph, which readers themselves will put together and make whole from the mosaic fragments which the writer has put before them. In general, in the case of Besik Kharanauli’s texts, nothing is ever given gratuitously: these texts demand of the reader participation, collaborative thinking.’    

M. Tqeshelashvili, literary critic



EXTRACT
Translated into English by Natalie Bukia Peters and Victoria Field

Love is very problematic in the village. All the problems that love could possibly cause in a lifetime were experienced by Fourteen-Fifteen-Years-Old during his youth and in the village. Eventually, the experience showed him that he had to follow the advice of a woman along this particular road. A woman, thanks to nature, gets a secret and something to hide in her life earlier than a man. That’s why the most reliable rendezvous is the one made by a woman - the place, the time, the hour and the minute. You can be neither as perfidious nor as honourable as a woman can. And a village is such a special place, where everything knows whatever you know. The road knows, the hedgerow knows, a dog knows and a man knows. The only friend and assistant is a match-maker who unites you with a sweetheart. That person is your lifeline. You are always near this person, you will always wait for him or her, for the news they will bring about my life. Santia became the ‘sworn sister’ of Fourteen-Fifteen-Year-Old. She was the same age as him and was diligent and eloquent in the role of match-maker.
Santia’s family was the first to come down from the mountains and settle in the village where Fourteen-Fifteen-Year-Old lived. ‘It was better to come here instead of breaking our backs lugging loaves of bread,’ her father said. Before that Fourteen-Fifteen-Year-Old’s family over-wintered their cows at Santia’s parents’ place and the families became friends. They also discovered that they were from the same district, that as serfs they had revered the same icon and that they had the same patron saint - White Giorgi. Now, Fourteen-Fifteen-Years-Old’s mother helped them integrate into local life and find jobs. To cut things short, they grew close like a family and Santia and Fourteen-Fifteen-Year-Old became a ‘sworn brother and sister’.
But once, when they went out picking wild roses, they felt exhausted and sat at the edge of the forest and looking over the village. Which of them was the first to experience the stirring of their feelings? Fourteen-fifteen-Year-Old preferred lying down to sitting and instead of putting his head on the dry grass, he preferred sticking his mouth and nose into Santia’s lap. That’s how their spiritual friendship merged with bodily bliss and they felt even closer.
‘Here you are, your brother-husband has arrived for you my girl!’ her Granny used to say, with her eyes full of love. She was always sitting on the veranda and when she caught sight of them, her eyes would begin to sparkle. Later they became even closer companions. Santia’s granny knew lots of folk poems and she loved to recite them. Fourteen-Fifteen-Year-Old appreciated her jokes, eloquence and impressive use of language... (See PDF)


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